I know my place!!!

I'm not SUPPOSED to do so

I had no idea WHY I getting myself into this

It's unpredictable

I AM SORRY

Laporan Harian

Seriously, happy giler time terima panggilan dari ‘dia’.

Nak kata mimpi bukan sebab fresh g and baru lepas mandi.

‘dia’: Hello, ni Aisah Hamid ke?

 Me: Ye, saya…

 ‘dia’: Cik, cik telah terpilih untuk menghadiri temuduga pada 27 APRIL 2011 (rabu). Bermula dari pukul 8.30 pagi - 4.30 petang.

 Bla…bla…bla….

Rasa x caya ade gak sebab hari tu abang bagi borang permohonan last minute..mana tak..tarikh tutup permohonan 21 April kot…dia bg pulak s’hari sebelum. So,isi je la..x bharap sangat pun sebab x buat pape psediaan lgsung. Print sijil2 semua pun last minute. Kesimpulannya..keje last minute. Kiranya,saya sangat bernasib baik sebab terpilih sabagai 150 calon untuk menghadiri temuduga daripada 500 orang yang memohon.

Nak dijadikan cerita, hari selasa tu memang da start nervous tahap dewa. Semangat giler sedia apa yang patut. Pastu sebelum tido set alarm siap2 takut x sedar. Pagi tu bangun kul 6.15 and wat la apa yang patut. Kul  7.30 da bertolak dari rumah. Ada driver lak yang hantar..THANKS to my bro.

Sampai kat sana kul 8.10 pagi. Masuk je…FUHHHHHhhh…panjang giler barisan kot. Okay,actually first time interview ngan government ni. Kalo interview swasta lain, mereka da buat temujanji siap. Sampai je terus amik NOMBOR GILIRAN. Saya dapat no 27 (panel 2).

Tunggu punyer tunggu, dengan muka yang semangat giler pagi tadi da lesu da sebab letih dok diri and tengah tahan lapar. FINALLY, saya dipanggil pada pukul 12.30 tengahari. GILER LAME kan?? Kesian kat calon2 lain. After klua dari bilik temuduga..muka penuh ngan senyuman and lega..sempat g wish good luck kat calon lain. Ahakz

After interview terus balik, makan, then tido. Hari yang sangat MELETIHKAN. Letih menunggu. Dengar kata, mereka akan pilih 100 orang daripada calon yang ditemuduga. 

Wish me luck k. 

ADIOS~

Finally

If I could tell you one thing

Ehem3x

Tadaaa!!!

Ini la hasil pengubahsuaian yang telah dibuat.

Combination of my favorite colours.

dan

agak serabut seperti tuan empunya blog gak.

Hahahahha

ke lauuutttt!!!

Sleep? - Not sleepy
Mood? - Not stable
Eat? - No appetite
FB? - Boring
 

 

What should I do?
Let make some changes here.
Sorry dear, you will be my victim.

(^_^)

Positive

PMS

:'(

Falling in love again???

I've read about this poem.
I found it on the other's blog and find the owner on tumblr.

Seriously, I like it so much & I'm falling in love with it.

ALWAYS

Smiling all the time
“Proves that you’re okay”
That’s what people think
But it isn’t that way

I smile when I’m sad
I smile instead of crying
I smile so you think I’m okay
Even when I think of dying

I have to pretend for you
Almost Everyday
It’s become a routine
It just has to be this way

How would you feel
If I dropped the fake smile?
And told you that I
Haven’t felt right in awhile

How would you feel
If you saw all my cuts?
If I tore them open
You’d think I was nuts

You ask if I’m okay out of obligation
Not because you care
It wouldn’t be any different
If I wasn’t there

So I’ll smile for you
And act like I’m okay
It’s become a daily thing
And it’ll always be this way

By: Brenda

http://bastardlylove.tumblr.com/post/3950206224/always

*att: Love it so much... Thanks Brenda!!!

sangat MANIS!!!

What do you feel

if someone design something and put your name there?
Of course you will be touched by it right?
Okay, this is SO SWEET!!!

 

AH = Aisah Hamid

Thanks to anyone who has designed this sweet T-shirt.

SO SWEET!!!

 

 

BUT

The MOST important is...

*I am in 'PERASAN' mode*

(^_^)

A confession

 

Persian Cat

 

Rabbits

 
Hamster

* Awww...They are so CUTE!!! *

Here,

I want to make a confession.
I was suffering DOROPHOBIA.

Symptoms of Doraphobia

Irrational fear of animal fur or skin

Feeling of panic

Feeling of terror

Feeling of dread

Rapid heartbeat

Trembling

Anxiety

&

Others

Have you ever felt like this?

The word "doraphobia" is from Greek roots,
namely "dora" (the hide or skin) + "phobos" (fear).

Actually, it is an abnormal and persistent fear of fur or skins of animals.

I have been suffering from this kind of fear since I was child.
I will try to avoid myself from all types of animal fur.
I can only see them from far away even though they are so cute.
 

Pity right?

But I can't help myself in this part.

P.E.A.C.E

(^_^)

Seriously, ILY so much!!!

You always can make me smile.

You always can make me happy.
You always can make me forget my problems.
You always can make me lick my fingers. 

Hahahah!!!

This is what happened to me every time I had...

OMG,

i love cotton candy so much

♥

 

 

*p/s: thanks to my sis because bought it for me..

Calm Down!

*I LOVE BEING MYSELF*